I think we take for granted that people are who they say they are online. We often forget the anonymity of the internet. I was sitting around, just thinking tonight. And I realized… I try to be incredibly open on my site about who I am and what I do, but when you get down to it there is a great deal of things that would surprise (perhaps even drive away) many of you upon finding out.

Seriously, if you think I’m vulgar on my website then you should have an actual conversation with me. (Ask Elyse, she knows.) I try to keep it as PG-13 on here as I possibly can given my characteristics, but you can only do so much.

Not to mention I drop racial slurs like it’s going out of style and quick. I’m also incredibly violent, cynical, bitter, generally angry, and an all around loner.

I really don’t like people and wish that most of them would just kill themselves or get hit by a bus. I can’t stand to be out in public for more than a hour or so at a time and when I am out longer I get incredibly bitchy.

I’m disgusted by old people and laugh at retarded kids. Yeah, I know it’s wrong, but that’s who I am and I accept that. Don’t get me wrong, I feel bad for them, but I still find old people gross (excluding my grandparents) and retarded kids are funny 99.9% of the time. You know you want to snicker, deep down inside of you, you know.

As for general hobbies, I probably do things that the majority of you would never ever guess I’d do.

My point being, you never really know who you’re talking to on here. You get slight glimpses into other people’s lives, but it really doesn’t mean anything to you without the rest of the pieces. You’ll probably never get the whole picture from most people either. Some things are just better kept in the closet.

I don’t believe I’ve spoken much about my friend Amy and her crazy soon-to-be ex-husband. Anyway, he’s nuts. Really, really nuts. He’s bi-polar, manic depressive, suicidal, and still obsessed with Amy.

But to my point… last May when Amy left him he went totally bat shit crazy. He was crazy before, but he REALLY went crazy over that. Threatened to kill her, threatened to kill their (at the time) three year old son, Logan. He came after her one night. Friends caught him before he got to her though. She went that night and spent half the night at the detention center getting a restraining order. (See the case file)

She gave it some time though and then tried to work things out, not get back together with him, but to come to civil terms for their child. Last August she had the restraining order dropped.

Boy… was that a mistake…

He was fine for awhile. Being alright and all that jazz. Then he snapped again. Went on a drunken rampage one night. Came after her again. Never got there because he wrecked his car. Took off and left the scene of the accident too. But that will never be brought up in court because someone covered for him and said that he had been at their house all night. However, he did land himself about five different gun charges. (See the case files here and here)

Lots of felony charges, eh? You would think with the way Harford County has been promising to “crack down on illegal firearms” that he would have gotten some time.

But no.

He walked. On everything. Because our legal system has failed us once again by not doing their job correctly. Yep, you heard it right kids, he walked on a fucking technicality.

So now he has a chance of getting some custody over Logan. It’s so nice to know that our government can’t even protect someone who really needs it. They even let him keep his guns. Even after he threatened to kill her. Even after they issued ANOTHER restraining order. Even though he has a diagnosed mental disease that legally prohibits him from owning a firearm.

And they’ve done nothing. I told Amy to go to the press about it. I don’t think she will though. But I believe that it could be the only way to bring this sort of atrocity to the peoples attention.

And people wonder why so many have no faith in the police or our judicial system. This is why motherfuckers.

I’m heading down to Virginia tomorrow to visit my cousins. I’m definitely looking forward to it. I haven’t seen them since Christmas and it’ll be fun to have time with the girls. It takes about three hours to get down there, so I’m heading out almost directly after work. I’m gonna swing by Mike’s work to say bye to him for the weekend and then I’m hitting the road. :) I really can’t wait. It’s gonna be nice to just get away from here for a weekend.

I just finished this semester so I’ll have some free time until the second half of the summer semester starts. My mom and I got into a little spat today about me not going the first half of the summer. We talked it out though and she understands that I need a small break. I can’t keep pushing myself with school and work full time. I can do it, just not ALL year long. It’ll kill me. It’s stressful enough as it is. I need a break. But, grades should be available soon. I’m pretty positive that I have B’s and A’s.

In other news, I caught a shoplifter at work earlier this week. With $2000 worth of stuff. Got the plate number when she bolted out the door. She left the merchandise. But yeah, I win. That’s whats up.