Quite a taste for a well made mistake

Monday, August 20, 2007

Filed under: College, Random at 4:16 pm

So I’ve been gone awhile. Didn’t seem like all that much time, but I guess when you’re busy time passes quickly. So for updates, not that I have too many of them, but hey, somethings better than nothing, yeah?

1. Mike and I are back together. Simplicity in itself, no? That makes for happy times. Very happy times.

2. I had a break from school and work and went on vacation. We went to Disney World, it was cool. Lots of fireworks and such. I like fireworks, they remind me of my childhood. Well, more specifically of my dad. I remember going to watch the fireworks with him every year. Those times made me happy. Course, now I get all teary eyed when I watch fireworks, but it’ s a good teary eyed.

3. Back to the school thing, Got B’s in both my classes, disappointed in the one because it should have been an A, but I didn’t do as well on my final because I was soaking wet and freezing and rushed through it. No one’s fault but my own, but still disappointing. I have yet to register for fall classes, but I’m doing that sometime this week. Not really looking forward to it. School and work at the same time is killing me. I’m tired all the time and never have time to do anything. The fact that it will all be worth it in the end is really the only thing keeping me going. I swear I feel like I could sleep for a month straight.

It’s all good though. I’m happy. For once in a long time. I had a serious breakdown while away, but it did me so good. I got so much that I’ve been holding in for years out. I was waiting for it. I knew all the little breakdowns would give way to a big one where everything came out.

6 Comments »

Comment by Christina

August 21, 2007 @ 3:21 am

1. Aw, I’m glad you two got back together. It surprised me that you even broke up in the first place. I hope things are the same (or even better!) as they were before.

2. I haven’t been to Disney since I was 14! My friend actually worked there for a semester last year for college credit…she’s leaving to go back there on Friday! I’m actually trying to plan a trip to visit her sometime this fall. Apparently, they spend a record-breaking amount of money on their fireworks.

3. The combination of work and school is deadly, is it not? I’m always so cranky and tend to cry a lot. It’s really stressful, but I just keep reminding myself I only have two more semesters to go. God, I can’t wait until next May.

4. I hope the psychiatrist you end up seeing is of help to you. I doubt you’re actually crazy. Maybe your brain is just trying to tell you that you’re stressed out. Hopefully talking to a psychiatrist will help you out. I’m glad you’re genuinely happy, though. Sometimes mental breakdowns are just long overdue.

Comment by Miranda

August 22, 2007 @ 5:34 am

Um, *HUGS*
I’m very glad that you and Mike are back together and that you’re happy :) You’re awesome and should always be happy. Hell, I, mighty Panda, shall make it law *wiggles fingers and makes it so* So anyone who fucks with that from here on out shall be sentenced to having their heads cut off… and who wants head offage? Breaks are wonderful, especially when they involve amusement parks and fireworks. They make me teary-eyed as well. For different reasons, I know, but same effect anyway. It’s always disappointing when you don’t get the grade you want, even if you do know the why’s and all. Maybe especially when you know the why’s. You still kick ass and are hella smart though. It sucks majorly that you have to work too. Work is hard enough on its own, as is getting an education. Seems like college-head-bastard-people would figure that out and stop making it so damned expensive, yes? You know, I don’t care how insane you are, you’re super awesome. Maybe it’s even partly because of the insanity :P On a serious note though I’m really glad you’re able to sort things out with your psychiatrist and you get even happier (or head offage for him/her as well). During my awayness I came to the conclusion I’m insaner than I initially thought as well… can I tag along on your appointments? ANY time you want/need to talk email me or holler at me on AIM.
I’ve missed you darlin’. Lots! *lubs ‘n’ squishes*

Comment by Maire

August 22, 2007 @ 10:46 pm

Yah, crying have a breakdown is good once in a while, it’s really bad to keep things so jabbered up inside, I have done it before, and I always end up crying alot when I cant keep anymore thing secret.

Anywho good luck with signing up for school,I start freshmen year of highschool on the 29th,lol.Anywho rox on.

Comment by Stepherz

August 23, 2007 @ 1:34 am

I think breakdowns are helpful once in a while. I always feel so refreshed afterwards. After I finally choke down my self-pity. I’m glad you and Mike are back together. It was surprising.

Comment by Irene

August 28, 2007 @ 7:49 am

Ash! ♥ I’m so glad that you’ve found the time to update, and with some good news I see. I’m happy that you and Mikey are back together. I hope you two are okay. I don’t know what caused you two to split up, but I certainly hope that you’ve been able to move past it. I would imagine you did, as you’re back together. DER. *lol*

There’s nothing with a good cry once in a while. I haven’t had one in some time (since I found out my father passed away), but I’m sure I’m due for one soon. Hehe. There’s nothing wrong with a bit of self-pity. *hugs*

Comment by Jenn

August 31, 2007 @ 3:29 pm

What if I can’t add? ROFL…

Dunno if you remember me, but I’m still on your deviantArt. I have my website back and running after being gone for a LONG while. I just wanted to stop by and see how things were going and if you wanted to exchange links again (if your still doing that) and I’m glad that you and Mike are back together, I don’t know what went on but it’s always good to hear people get over or work on they’re problems. Hugs, talk to you later hopefully…

Leave a comment

XHTML: You can use these tags: <a href="" title=""> <abbr title=""> <acronym title=""> <b> <blockquote cite=""> <cite> <code> <del datetime=""> <em> <i> <q cite=""> <strike> <strong>