So yeah, I feel all kinds of icky. I thought this morning it was just because I was super tired, but as the day went on I started feeling worse and worse. By lunch time my stomach hurt so bad and I felt like I was going to pass out because I kept getting so dizzy.

So when I got off work I came home and slept. For like 10 hours. I feel a bit better now, still feel off though.

This morning Whoopi (local woman, crazy) was walking around the shopping center screaming about random shit and saying she was going to stab people. So yeah, I ended up calling the cops on her. I’m not sure if they found her or not, but she disappeared and wasn’t back for the rest of the day.

She’s always been weird. She’s a schizophrenic so I usually write whatever she’s saying off as nothing. She’s usually talking about how the white witch doctor devil put snakes in her ass. Or how you can’t beat a great pair of white women’s legs. She’s not usually screaming that she’s going to stab people. That and she used to be hostel. I’ve seen her actually go after women carrying children and try to attack them.

So yeah, I dunno. She really needs to be medicated.

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So I haven’t updated in a month… that’s pretty bad. Meh. I’ve been busy. School, work, that’s all I do anymore it seems.

I did clean out my closet today though, I found some interesting things. Things I forgot even existed.

• Notes from friends from middle school
• Cheerleading trophies
• Shampoo
• Like 50 pairs of shoes I didn’t know I owned
• TONS of old pictures
• Confederate flag from a 10th grade field trip

I found all kinds of other random things too. Just random stuff. I always forget about how much of a pack rat I am until I clean out my closet. Anyway, yeah, I’m alive.

By the way, I can’t tell you how much I fucking love this new layout. Seriously.

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R.I.P. Karl Wingate
1961-1997

Love you Dad, miss you always. ♥

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So I was over Mike’s house last night and a special came on after the news, concerning the “innocence of children today”. I only watched a portion of it because I ended up getting myself so fired up and angry that I couldn’t watch it anymore. But to get to the gist of it, they’re blaming, get this one guys, VIDEO GAMES and lack of nurture at home.

I am so FUCKING tired of people looking to blame the ignorance of children on something rather then SOMEONE. It’s not video games fault, it’s not lack of nurture, it’s the fucking parents fault. I’ve played violent video games since I was a child, I was 9 when the first Resident Evil game was released and my brother was 5. But do we go out and kill people? No. And you know why, because our parents taught us right from wrong. They taught us to distinguish the difference between video games and reality. No only that, my brother and I were disciplined when we were children. On a regular basis I was spanked with a leather belt. And you know something, yes it hurt. But you know something else, I knew I had done something really bad when my Dad came out of that bedroom snapping that belt in his hands. And you know something else, I was terrified of my parents. I’m still afraid of my mother to a degree. But I also RESPECTED them and others. And I knew they loved me because they took the time to teach me right from wrong. That’s the problem with parents today, everyone has made such a big shit about beating your children that people are afraid to discipline them. What they fail to realize is that there is a difference between child abuse and discipline. Punching your kid is child abuse, spanking them (sometimes with a paddle or a belt) is not abuse. There are no lasting marks. No psychological damage, just a knowledge that after it happened that you had done something wrong and were in trouble for it.

That’s what’s wrong with society today, we’ve got a bunch of little asshole adolescents running around doing whatever they damn well please because their parents couldn’t take the time to actually discipline their kids. Time outs do not work, yelling does not work. You actually have to hit your kids to get them to listen to you as they get older. Because kids get ballsy and when you don’t show them who is boss, they’ll walk all over you and think they can walk all over everyone else.

Of course, for most children it’s too late. They can’t be saved. The parents have ruined them. And you know something else, I don’t think I want to live in this country when they start to run it. They’re going to fuck it up even more then it already is. Of course, parents could take the time to look at their parenting skills and see where they are going wrong instead of trying to lay the blame elsewhere.

And people wonder why most countries hate the Americans. Look at your asshole children and how you’ve taught them to act and treat people, that’s why.

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